Friday, July 15, 2011

Anxiety, OCD, phobias and other mental disorders

So if you don't know already I have really bad OCD and anxiety and a couple other things. I let it get to me and possibly take over my life occasionally its hard to simple every day things like going out with friends shopping and you can forget about long walks or major outdoor activities. Well I'm tired of letting these issues control my everyday life. From now on I'm going to push past it not control me and allow myself to live my everyday life without the stupid interruptions. and hopefully my plan works out and everything gets better :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

25 random things :)

1.)I'm a major band geek
2.) People interest me, their personalities the way they live and all that stuff
3.)I'm a nerd
4.)I'm addicted to facebook
5.) I love music and my flute
6.)I'm really quiet until you get to know me then you wish I was quiet :)
7.) I dont really hate anyone just dislike
8.)My favorite band is all time low
9.)I'm a dreamer and I dont plan on coming down anytime soon :)
10. I try and be happy smile and laugh all the time
11.)I'm a golden buff all the way :)
12.) Ohio state is the best college ever
13.)I'm a really random person
14.) Im ocd and add and adhd
15.)I'm amazed by love
16.) I love writing
17.) I can be really shy but I can also be really outgoing
18.)I always love making new friends and I want to be friends with pretty much everyone I meet :)
19.) I dont like my frist name so I go by alex or alexandra
20.) I live for my viola piano(Keyboard) and especially my flute
21.)I watch A LOT of tv
22.) I dont eat a lot cause I'm really picky
23.) my best friends are like family and i dont really get along with my family
24.) Ive always wanted a big sister or brother
25.) I love debate and forensics :)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

FRIDAY!!!! Sorta?

Hahaha lol so its thursday but we dont have school tomorrow. So glad for the weekend I get to hang out with some of my bestest friends and super excited :) and easter this weekend so easter dinner with family and maybe the neighbors. there will be a lot of freddy's and McAlisters and a lo time with friends so Im so excited :) and 21 ddays left of school including finals which i have to take but still almost done with freshman year :)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Some of the besties DUH! :)

This Dani she My bestest friend I go to her for advise and hugs when I need a smile or have a bad day. We fight and argue a lot but we always make up :] <3

Dis is Kari she is my bestest friend in the entire world we have been best friends since we met in the 4th grade. We argue and fight but we ALWAYS make up I miss her cause she goes to a different school ): She is my sister and I loves her very much :D

This is Akayla she plays flute like me :) which autmtically makes her awesome shes kinda like a sister to me :) <3

This is carly she doesnt have a mean bone in her body <3

 This is Opal she is one of the nicest people in the entire world and she is so awesome to talk to and she keeps me from doing things I'll regret :) <3
This is my cousin Natasha we are so close and I miss herSo muchh

I love this song :)

Friday, March 18, 2011


Everyday we are hidden by shadows but how do we know who we really are? Are we who pretend to be or are we something completely different? How do we know who we truely are? We are hidden by shadows everyday.

Awesome flute

I want this flute hella badly!!!! OMG im in love with it xD

Monday, March 14, 2011

It's Alex Babi :)

Ok so obviously my name is Alex. I'm a freshman and I like it most of the time. For the most part I love life or I try to. I love writing stories and writing pain general. I'm a major band geek no lie. I play flute and it's my best friend and my life idk where I'd be without it. I started playing flute last year so I've only been playing about a year and half. I have the best friends in the world and they are crazy and loveable justblike me xD Most of my social life comes from band and debate/forensics. I'm a total nerd but I like it. I love acting singing dancing anything moving or making noise. I'm really easy to get along with and I don't really hate anyone or dislike. I also play viola and some piano. In case you haven't noticed I love music :)